Sunday, June 26, 2011

Do you have such a heterosexual?

Your life is such a heterosexual?

Say friends. And her relationship with a lot of emotion. But love colour!!!!!

Love is! Once ignorance. Once the vaunted. Once the indulgence. Once the various will make two people live far apart!

Valentine said. Each other and don't feel accord with the actual!!!!!

Ah...... .

Do you think not content to friend you ever now like this she!

Sex anyway. Already is ever the past type around each other are the other half who also give you what the who birthright!!!!!

Do valentine. And the feeling is a kind of irresponsible...................

In my own interests but the damage and her last change of is his heart and again condemned............ And sorry for her heart always want to do something for her and can be made up for the injury!!!!!

Cherish your love every time

No matter you are talking about love or is brokenhearted, please read carefully, perhaps say to yourself may be right to love others may is said to you perhaps.

Fills the world to find a true love was very difficult thing, the affection sometimes was love at first sight, only that is short, I listen to the friend said true love actually only few seconds be also that people give you touched, day long love becomes truth or hard truth because people is still a rational animal of real experience to just know to cherish and lost meaning. Really know how to cherish the people would think life to his more and more, blindly to pursue, for their own interest to fight for desperate, and give yourself or others too much pressure, you feel you hard but get less even for others don't understand.

Girls like romantic love this is negative, even if hurt when new a comes, she will return to the original. Born easy, live also easy, but life is very difficult, and from now on or two live together, two people can be romantic but can't together hand in hand but don't waste, can break up at will, if you ask me this is in the world the most beautiful eyes which pair is, I'm sure answer not to come out, the world so many beautiful eyes, every one of us appreciate Angle and different, still is to appreciate once, your life as well the advantages disadvantages are some, he doesn't need to be a white horse prince, she also do not need to be a beautiful princess, you'll like it.

If you start now to cherish, no one would have been waiting for you, don't get things always are always the best, the lost love always memorable, and the lost man is always a deep and eternal, cherish or give up, is our life process, is also the necessary we live a kind of experience. Make yourself, don't to curry favor with others to change himself, of course, also do not to some factors, stubborn couldn't. Again how strong love, is unable to withstand the busy erosion. You busy day wasteland disorderly, busy, busy forget care to exhaustion of body and mind!!!!! Wealth is a deposit, more money, you also can't to the coffin to; Power is a deposit, no matter how you has-been, but can't escape from the final alternate. No matter how good you think yourself, you really are to find a home. Life should be relaxed, don't give yourself too much pressure, what kind of attitude will give of what kind of life. No matter you can't believe a fate, please do not love lost, just the thought of to cherish, love is not free to contact you just think of. Each person's life, will meet a lot of people, all kinds of character, all kinds of different people, have several is your mate? And several is a deep love for their own people? Again a few is you love? And all the 1000 to search in the back, not cherish the present.

Saturday, June 25, 2011

My mother

On March 9, 10 points at four in the afternoon, the mother's life in the 66th circle arc hands stop, it is raining outside the spring rain.


The mother went in spring.

Mother was born to a poor family in long, in the home, which is the siblings. For a little while, my grandfather is due to illness from the grandmother recruit a door, not a few years after my grandfather, grandmother and grandfather, follow after XuXian after a grandfather, grandmother what evil, the sister and younger sister's three is without father or mother, helpless, depending on each other. Because the grandmother and has several young female, mother and sister-in-law between the age difference is bigger than uncle long, 8 years old, YaoYi than big 14 years old, mother will shoulder the burden of for his father's brother, and a family until an aunt who adult.

Nearly 19 years old, the mother married and the father of the village for his wife, because the father is a common railway worker, all the year round the thing north and south road repair, a year rare at home for two months, and it was big collective era, the lamb, and the rest, in addition to cope with sunset mother labor, take care, child's understanding of relationships by having his burden is heavier.

That father, father of five brothers, big four row behavior uncle centre early, claiming the rest two uncle beyond the three brothers had a large family for more than 10 years, to fixing among households to party. Home, you do more than big hands like that, she do that, at the time, the family HeHeMuMu bittersweet music, also calculate feel happy. But the great man's labor not easy, no matter stem what, its Labour are ten times as many as in the small family, mother figure thin and weak, how hard is obviously, but mother diligently, bears the burden of responsibility, and so on, the youngest son, never touch vague, even the niece and nephew, it shall be deemed as yourself out of it and we that everyone's reputation, as good, virtue!!!!!

Then the housing, then fixing, I also left her old man's house to dozens of kilometers outside the county high school, two younger brother is still small, and my mother had to independent support this home. But in addition to plow plow and these really can't do the hard physical labor shall please people outside, the rest are a size farm work for mother, never heard she has a word of complaints. Remember that in a year that autumn, my mother went up to the mountain, he accidentally cut off more than 10 m high and steep cliff, broke his shoulder blades, in domestic ten days, and his speech often niandao which still have way of living, and didn't do well, couldn't wait to injury and very reluctantly work.

Because that's grandfather was a rare books read a culture of the people, to the children to read is very value, so my mother also is able to read a few years later, although because of family elementary school for the changes in school, but very is to pay attention to our brother reading, but we are not so very good men. After high school, leaving the mother line of sight, and I haven't been so self-conscious, all day, and even playful be drinking and smoking, and then in a fight in the university entrance exam, therefore the setback with two years after each exam, mother always has announced a few days so the days of facial cleanser with tears. But my mother never failed because I too much blame, jellyfish are always encourage me, and let me have the courage and fight again, I continue to pay to send the tutorial, although later I not reached for my mother set height, but after all, or through the university entrance exam out of the poor a mount. Remember I put the admission to the university to her old man's house, that is a face of long-lost bright smile, like September after by the frost overflow hill still blooms, the mother chrysanthemum of the shoulder so far in the head.

A few years ago, as I was into BuHuoZhiNian, resolutely back to around ten DuoNian dusty the pen, continue to my writing life road, complete the desire of the mother is the most important reason!!!!! However I still nothing, mother, but not, in this life on this road to my will is endless repent and regret.

Late in the Autumn

A gust of wind blew the door of the matter, not bang on "dong", "dong" ring, I heard the sound of the autumn. Rustling autumn wind, surrounded by a "cool" word, shake the bleak autumn. The distance of the slightly lowered willow, has for the withered and yellow thought was scattered. A sound of the GuYan Jiu Ming, swept the sky, cut the silent ruffles set just once more I layer upon layer, melancholy ripples. Autumn is desolate, connect the sweet, pond, and the land of the lost its residual jose...... Red failure cui reduced, everywhere ShuangHua grass like Jian and full of wild goose yellow leaves Lin sound.


Autumn is desolate, as I miss you.

Think of last year ChongYang, I came to Canada mountain view, that the cemetery write five months, and with my infinite affection and FeiCe pathos of poetry "of their dreams in your grave before. At this time, also saw a group of BaiYan flew in the sky, they row adult word queue, several voice miserably called scream, like the like their to you. The most is that the howling, taken person soul remind me exceedingly sentimental and infinite sentimental; sorrow I bead tears full, according to again and again that help to you in the heart of the lawsuit sniffle long poem: when the news came/please forgive/I drop of blood of sadness has been silent...... / I knelt in the cross of Jesus for blessing before you/I will be in the rest of the memories for you to chant buddhist scripture/I won't stop the solemn and stirring steps/remember the world and love you of person......

People have died, ChongYang meet green. See you lie silently in the frozen soil, my heart is not breathing, shaking his touch your tombstone, cry seems to forget themselves. Remember you in on his I went to the hospital to see you, is also such tears off, gently helped touched your forehead and you that a swollen hand and SOB to mumblingly say: "teacher, don't be afraid, sir has please the best doctor for your illness, you'll be fine." You were not talking, just deep feeling ground hope I nodded his head. See you be disease like plagues, my heart is very sour, like the needle, painful, hurts so much... as...

Thursday, June 23, 2011

Life is a sad and see

Life is a sad look, look after the rain, the divine gao yundan wind crazy, how the world, I have tasted pathos, who can tell me, sail after everything is a river awaits after?

Hurried by many road, stop, people DuoRen less, met strangers, feel strange, familiar just this same scene, the dream also had ever seen.

Heart on high, soul want to fly. Constantly to drift, for heart find a ferry, want to stop to rest, but yearned for the scenery in the distance. Like the desert sands of heaven and earth, crazy sha free moved after the rain that beautiful lotus blossom. Life always in attracting outside what I call, a kind of heart, let I can't stop, many should treasure but vacant miss.

The mind is wandering, trek far behind is. Sings love, only then can shed tears, sings about, would heartache. Midnight lonely, who can wake up and the heart of the company? This moment, let the tears in the dream fly. His own way yourself walk morning is still smiling face, to people. Difficult, know it, bitter, swallow their. Remember the word, and man, who is not lonely, lonely. One will experience to know how much hard easy, a man will walk through to see how many road in the dawn?

See BiLiQianRen mountains, see the unplumbed, see the vast expanse of the Mongolian grassland, couldn't help but think to tears. As I go, is homesickness, is attachment, is refuge. Go many road, but how also can not find the way home.

Life is like a dream, can't dream. A cup of green tea, a few rolls, a window DanYue literature, several rare star, not to worry about, not for three meals personnel upset, simple day into the dream.

The fit of heart and the heart, is only the word game? Sincerely look forward to the exchange, a relative calm, let each other can be put down the burden of heart. Like clouds, such as water, meet compartmentalize, quietly let us and the world up and take notice. This moment to forget all the earth busy, in this moment of all the trouble sorrow. Forget

From the world of mortals, GuLv there, have a heart, who understand, who knows who love? Informed solution, is you mind by waiting for me? The wind road, I'll let you far walk a ride.

Don't believe in reincarnation, but always look forward to know that the causal past this life. The meeting of this life, I am more willing to believe is a kind of the leading edge of all did not. This life the rub shoulders of the life that now is, perhaps a chance. You get older, I forget the past has come to the world, don't know is how to confirm the legend. A chance, perhaps is a history.

The previous margin, or what is husband and wife or brothers or enemies or friends, or just meet strangers passers-by, no is also a kind of no of fate. For once, I have walked and gratitude. See you smile, floating youth, yun tianlou are still. Each other talked, I what all don't want to say, just looking at you, want to write down all your appearance. Such as birds flying across branches, such as snow falls on the surface of the water, not jing also of pain. We just rub shoulders of fate. Like a dream, wake up, the shadow can't find it.

Looking at the back of you go far, step by step of great stone in a word, no matter how, I will surely come. About yourself to yourself, as I know, reason this life is never going to have to meet of time and space. Count your thoughts, counting their words, let, let go of to go, let's understand, let know don't understand of never understand. This present life of about, I have ever thus. I just across the moment a meteor, late at night, after the beautiful moment can leave nothing behind.

Flip, full of song ci tang poetry volume and moon, interpretation of easy text behind a hard, is the soul. Since ancient times, scholars BoMing more beauty such as beauty, so is not? The intellectual scholar, who is no use in said I?

Life is a unilateral contract, do not know when will be taken. Age is not big, but always feel that went through too many vicissitudes of life. All the way, as if life's in a hurry at any time will be ended. Life, such as fantasy bubble dew.

Crowd is infinite broad sky, the society is about my mite, which more real, I can't tell. Envy of the old words is enlightened, phil....... YuLu as I, have too much desire, there are too many dreams, always can't peep at the moment came flowers between beautiful eternal smile.

See red chamber dream, wonderful jade to snow on top of the plum blossom for water to tea, really is spotlessly clean. The wind, watching the clouds to celebrate the cloud, next month view, beautiful flowers is can't have, who has heard the voices of flowers? Snow falls, I know not sad but dream. The water for snow, hope for a "dance. The snow for water, hope for a long time ago peace.

Maybe sings a sad, life is beautiful. Looking back the scenery out of the window, I'm just a passing pedestrians. At night, the lights in the night, tomorrow I stay under will start.

Lost love

What time can tell, that love began to deposition in the heart, thick, and light, let a person sweet and bitter.
I can't tell why, that love is always in that grasping, firm. Always echoed in his chest, full of heart. And not to swing with, wipe also cannot erase.
A man silently. Endure hunger, love of love, the love of the suffering endured loneliness, love of hard to endure the injury, the pain of love, love, love to endure the stray thoughts. The hope of love.
Silently, endured all love.
Don't know why is he has such thoughts? Whenever I infinite sentimental through the familiar place, the in the mind is always ask myself.
Too many memories, in the deep feeling of stare at the sky in far into white clouds; Too many injuries, and in sorrow in the heart a thick memories of the waves, to turn into a bottomless pit. I don't want to recall, is in order to erase the injury sorrow; I fear of hurting sorrow, because my heart dying to fall in the pits, I'm afraid the deep, the bottomless and dark. But it's all so familiar, I finally again into deep sorrow, and for the injury in the past, has already become the past for that have already lost love.
No one can know my inner sorrow and pain. In loneliness and lonely when company, and only one man to the night sky of moving silently send a disembodied thoughts, to another remote, to another the helpless existence.
At that time, the rhythm of the heart bottom triggered tension has been existing love of nerve, I have a crush on him, and never do not extricate themselves. The time is beautiful and full of, be like a ChunChun dream, and that time is also the bitter and the painful, like the taste of the wine maker brew a deep as wine. I love the design of a trap, you stuck down, their pain, to stew in his own juice.
I don't understand why he was so cool to me, this sitting down. Sometimes I think I know he was too much, sometimes the but again can't figure out what goes on in him. He always light, keeping a distance, it seems no attention paid to me more and more deep that day after day after day for he thought the pain.
Know that one day I almost painful for him to lose confidence, he just told me that he used to have suffered, that is heavy, devastating blow, which he has long pain, and can't imagine. He said he never believe that love, also won't to love, he asked me to understand him.
I understand him, I don't hate him. But, I hate that brought him pain. Although he said he had forgotten the occasion, forget the man, but I still can't get away from the hate. I hate her since then destroyed my confidence, change my entire life. I deeply love him, but never get his love, although he had to my care and love. But I want to me in love of his love, I know it is not possible to achieve. When I know the facts, I really don't know how to describe the pain, the far more than was refused to intense pain.
I imagine his life, will be calm and ordinary, is a truly lonely. He is handsome, a YiShiDuLi English quite enough to let you move. And you try to approach him and said he, but always meet a euphemistic avoid, make you not to disturb him, only looking at him from a distance. His melancholy always let people heartache, but he never is closed, the wrong other people vindicated.
And I imagine my life, will be full of pain thorns and sad rocks. The former my carefree and happy, comfortable, now I sentimentality, so concerned. I don't know when I can get away from this kind of lonely pain, I love too deep, in too deep. And I am unable to change, change reality fate, my strength is too small! This world has no any boy can give me free. The world, past, present and future, he only has one, and the deep love, from now on and then on him, and it won't transfer, it won't happen again, also won't die-in the past, present and future, in the eternity of time and the universe.
I know, at first I could make a the most difficult to forgive mistakes. Until now I just know, I fall in love with being a nothing, and a beautiful fantasy. I even think, at that time, and he will turn away my cold, and tell me all the past him, let I to he died in the heart, my heart that article feelings will never happen, and this can never be so painfully suffering! I good sad good regret, I shouldn't go is in love with him, this is the most difficult of my life make mistakes!!!!!
To me how sincere, in my mind, how it was the result of!!!!! I'm confident I depression on top of the world. I am no longer worthy to love him? Or I don't deserve to get his love?
In the future, the road of life long time with me, will not be forgotten and dies, but the memory of the eternal pain and enduring the wounds, he know? He know......
Until now, and I still remember that year with him, although there is no love scene, no fell in love, only light communication, light friendship. In my heart of hot hot, his heart frozen lake clear water, cooling, such as static and clear, and the deep does not see the bottom. I threw a stone, not afraid of failure that is quiet, afraid of ruin the clear, even more afraid of stones went down, deposition in the lake bottom. I finally left him, with the way the regret is unable to attend, with the vast firmament of understanding friend when the disconsolate, a man silently continue to go my way. The pure, over the death of love, from now on and then deeply implanted in the bottom of the heart.
Love, have already lost; Heart, can't afford to shock wave, I not bless his future, he does not need to bless; I don't lamented the fate of I, that is irreversible reality. Looking back the past, I have had a lost, the injury sad time; Looking to the future, I don't need a life sustenance. Love, passes, affection, to remain in heart. Even if you have a family, the long end, then, my heart also were dead, as the lost nothing, a shooting star as a lost love......

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Chopsticks love

Some say, love is like water, gentle bright. And some say, love is like wine, it gets better as it grows; And others say, love is like the wind, and no zong...

I say, love is like a pair of chopsticks.

Man is a root chopsticks, woman is a root chopsticks, two root chopsticks is together, become a few a pair of chopsticks, that is love.

A pair of chopsticks, the heart thinks toward one place, force makes toward one place, can the beautiful day clip up, send into our mouth. Men and women, less any no, a root chopsticks, only a little dip in marinades, always can't capture the real life taste.

A pair of chopsticks, must have a fulcrum. It is difficult to learn how to use chopsticks westerners, why? He is hard to find a balance of two of the chopsticks. Want to let two root of recipients chopsticks firmly clamped food, one of the root should put a low profile, to another root chopsticks a powerful protection. The strength of the finger is just a small skills. Yes, love often also need a little skill, but the mind with the tacit understanding is fundamental, truth is the first.

Since the role of the chopsticks always need both parties to come together to finish, why not design a root conjoined chopsticks? That's not chopsticks, but clip. Good, clamps can also pick up something, but, clamps can't zhang bigger, the capacity of the clip is limited. The chopsticks is free, it can price-fixing, and all good things on the bag. This is the power of love. So, don't forget, a pair of chopsticks, should be parallel to the other, a root chopsticks enough free space, the space is larger, the greater the harvest, as long as another root chopsticks, or one of a pair of chopsticks, you root.

Love is like a pair of chopsticks, not the scissors. The scissors are too sharp, always tore lousy damage, scissors hearts no tender feeling, the love needs construction, we need to caress; Love is like a pair of chopsticks, not LaoHuQian. LaoHuQian strength not is not big, but it's too strong, love to control need tender, considerate and need.

Chopsticks have very DuoZhong, have made of bamboo, also have made of wood; There are plastic, also have made of ivory; In addition to gold, silver. People too. People do not have the distinction between high, but the cultural difference, habits are also different. A root chopsticks too long, a root chopsticks too short, no; A root chopsticks is too thick, a root chopsticks is too thin, also not line. Look at how he a root chopsticks, perhaps can help you in the boundless huge crowd, find the other half of his as soon as possible.

Have a kind of chopsticks, that Neil, the chopsticks, simple, rough, use, it is one-time abandonning. Disposable chopsticks, has nothing to do with love. This is the same with a one night stand with love, be guiltless.

Love is like a pair of chopsticks, the most fundamental point is that one cannot who between them, in order to live, always performing; They always enjoy life together, to take the bitter and the sweet in the life of disturbances. It is the common features of good love

Faith is a seed

One year, a British expedition into the Sahara desert to the one area, in the boundless sea of the walk. The sunshine, flying over the sand like Fried red iron ore generally, flapping expedition face. Thirsty, like flashlight-everybody's worried water is gone. At this time, the exploration leader took out a kettle, said: "there is a pot of water, but through the desert, who also cannot drink before."

A pot of water, become the source of faith across the desert, has become the target on survival. In the hand, relay team kettle that heavy feeling to make the players is on the brink of despair, and show the face of the look of a firm. Finally, the expedition tenacious out of the desert, free from the hands of the god of death. All happiness, use to shiver of turned the pot to prop up their spirit of water-slowly out of the full a pot of sand, but it is!!!!!

The hot sun, the vast desert, really saved them, and where is that a pot of sand? Their persistence of faith, have as a seed, in their heart, and finally took root took them out of the "wall".

In fact, life never really hopeless situation. No matter how many hardships suffered, no matter how much suffering experience, as long as one person with a grain of seeds, so total faith one day, he can out and let the life to bear fruit.

The life is such, as long as the seeds, in hope in.